Forbidden to remember,Terrified to forget

Green's not so bad aite?

2010-01-13T23:48:00.000-08:00

Only two things that made me change the font colour green.

1. We should Go Green and save the environment!Be more eco-friendly.

2. Sports day is coming and kena semangat Xavier!Hehehe :)

Currently liking this very much :)

2010-01-13T23:46:00.000-08:00

This is the song
La la la la
Elmo's song.
La la la la,
La la la la,
Elmo's song.

La la la
La la la la, la
La la la
La la la la, la

He loves to sing,
La la la la,
Elmo's song.
La la la la,
La la la la,
Elmo's song.

He wrote the music.
He wrote the words.
That's Elmo's song.

This is the song,
La la la la
Big Bird's song.
La la la la,
La la la la,
Big Bird's song.

La la la
La la la la, la
La la la
La la la la, la

I love to sing,
La la la la,
Big Bird's song.
La la la la,
La la la la,
Big Bird's song.

I love the music.
I love the words.
That's Big Bird's song!

This is the song,
La la la la
Snuffy's song.
La la la la,
La la la la,
Snuffy's song.

La la la,
La la la la.
La la la la la.
La la la,
La la la la.
La la la la la.

I love to sing,
La la la la,
Snuffy's song.
La la la la,
La la la la,
Snuffy's song.

He wrote the music.
We wrote the words.
That's Snuffy's,
that's Big Birds
That's Elmo's song!

Oh, Yeah! :D

School school school

2010-01-13T22:30:00.001-08:00

Hmm sorry haven't updated for a long time.Had lots of things to do eversince school reopened.So bloody tired.So much homework.Nothing can get any worse than this.Eh adalah!.Im the freaking AJK for add maths.Macam nak mati jea.Hahahahahaha.Hmm,this year ayah said tapayah sewa locker cause dia suruh study all the buku text.So everyday my bag is SO FREAKING BERAT eventhough i bwk two bags to school,dua dua pn berat.Everytime i jalan mcm nk terbalik ke belakang jea.Cant wait to see if that happens.Then boleh claim locker kat ayah.Hehehe.

I made a chocolate bar all by myself two days ago.Wasn't so hard as I thought it was.Buat untuk that pretty prefect at my school.Eheheh :)

Last monday was Syaza's birthday.But we celebrated it 2 days before,on the 9th Jan.Pegi pavi,makan makan then buat surprise untuk Syaza.Hehe.I Love You sayanggg :) Oh,and this is what Syaza wrote at her myspace.Hehe.

"MY SUPERDUPERCUPER WHOOPER SWEET 16 :D
Thanks to these beautiful people for arranging a sweet and innocent party (tak liar.haha) and thanks for always being there for me in sadness and in pain. Through thick or thin. I love you guys plus my shahir sayang; thanks for everything I love you. It was so unexpected but I'm really glad you're there to celebrate my birthday and I consider you as my birthday present. Hehe. I Love you so much (': "

P/S: Love Love Mira,Sarah and Tyqa jugaaa :)

Jolly season

2009-12-25T15:53:00.000-08:00

Tadaaaaa!Look what i found :) It was an old picture of me with lots and lots of limau bali.Hahaha xde kerja betul.

Yesterday was Christmas and so Aunt Marianne brought me and my sister to The Curve to have a "Christmas Lunch".Well,thys what she calls it.Although we dont celebrate Christmas,every year she'll bring us somewhere nice to have lunch at (: We've reached home in the evening and I took a nap straight away.Was so freakin tired,slept for only 3 hours the night before.At night,Irisyah,Aleena and I decided to do a pyjama party so we bought Domino's onlinee,cool gilaa.Hahah.

I guess thats pretty much it of today.Funfunfun yet very tiring.Am off to bed now.Its now 8.10 and i haven't slept since the night before.Hahaha.Chao!

save me

2009-12-24T15:22:00.001-08:00

Are you strong enough for this survey?
Oh c'mon I don't look that weak,do I?

If you woke up naked next to the last person you texted what would your reaction be?
"Am I still dreaming?"

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yes

Whose bedroom were you in last?
Mine

Have you ever been called a bitch?
Immune to it I think

Are you giving up on someone?
No

Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?
I'm still new on Facebook,so Myspace I guess.

Are you counting down for anything?
Sure I am

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
Unfortunately,yes

Have you ever finished a game of monopoly?
Yeah la

Does your myspace song have any meaning?
Myspace saya tidak mempunyai lagu.

Who was your last text from?
Ayah

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
?

What do you think about the weather?
The sky is crying,like I did just now.

Whose car were you in last?
Mama's car but uncle drove

What was the last thing you drank?
Hot milo with marshmallows

Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
Most of the time

You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
wtf

Do you wish you were doing something else right now?
Makan,lapar lapar

If i say "psycho", who is the first person that comes to your mind?
All of my sibligs,honestly.

Will you be up before 7 AM tomorrow?
Its already 7.40 in the morning and I haven't slept yet

What are you listening to?
Mayday Parade - Miserable at Best

Can you recite the alphabet backwards?
Yeahhh

Do you have any tattoos at the moment?
No

When you go to the movies, what candy is a MUST?
Popcorn?

Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
Nahhh

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
"Oh shit dah lambat!"

Last bed you slept in?
Mine

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
One,for Ayah

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Yeah

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No

Was yesterday better than today?
Nope

Were you single over the summer?
Does it matter?

Your last text says?
"Ayah when are you coming back?"

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
No

Ever been called babe?
Yep

Whose hoodie did you last wear?
Mine

Are you friends with the last girl you talked to?
of course we are

What were you doing before this survey?
Fed the cats

What are you REALLY looking forward to in the next few months?
New Years Eve :)

Have you ever given up on anyone?
Yea

Have a best friend?
Yes I do :)

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
bathe

Are you happy with the way things are going?
not really

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
Yesterday lepas makan ice-cream

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed

Do you text a lot?
Banyak banyak

Do you know how to use a lighter?
Yeah la doh -_-

How late did you stay up last night and why?
3am couldn't sleep,was thinking of the results.

What woke you up this morning?
Akashah's call that reminded me I was late

Do you wear bracelets?
Depends on the mood

What made you laugh the hardest today?
Some random joke

Do you play with fire?
to do art,yes :)

Have you cried in front of your number one?
Just did at school yesterday after taking the results

How do you feel right now?
Restless

Do you like hugs?
Yeah i need one rite now

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
?

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
After the results,no

Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
Yeah of course

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
Pakcik yang pakai the brown Giordano Polo Shirt ;)

What kind of car do you drive?
I don't drive yet

Have you ever had a garage sale?
No

What kind of dog do you have?
I dont have a dog,but i do have cats

What's for dinner tonight?
Go ask bibit yourself

Last time you were sick?
A few weeks ago i think

How long is your hair?
A few inches up my chest

Are you happy right now?
biase jea

What did you say last?
"tutup aircond boleh tak?Sejuk lah."

Who came over last?
Kakak's friend

Do you drink beer?
No

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
No but sometimes i feel that way,hahah

What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
-

What is in your pocket?
I don't have a pocket to begin with

Who introduced you to your boyfriend or girlfriend?
-

Who is the last person you had a phone conversation with?
Akashah

What DVD is in your DVD player?
Twilight (:

What's something fun you did today?
bowling

What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?
cats?Oh and orang tue hahah

What have you had to drink so far today?
Ice Lemon Tea,Mineral water and Milo

When is your birthday?
March 4th

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
kedai lah

What are you going to do after this?
Nak pg Alamanda kot

What is something you need to go shopping for?
jeans

Do you like pickles?
Eww no

How about olives?
Love love

What is your favorite kind of gum?
Any would do

Do you have any tan lines?
am i suppose to answer that

Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher?
Mrs Lewis and Mrs Philips :)

Who was the last person to call you babe?
cant recall

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
There's no such thing as self checkout here

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yea

Has anyone ever given you roses?
No

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
As a matter of fact I would

What is your favorite color?
Red

What color are your eyes?
hazel brown

How tall are you?
149cm hahah pendek

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
Emm :)

Do you like your parents?
I love them

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
:)

Where is the furthest place you've travled
Canada

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
Sleep

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
Mom

How long does it take you to shower?
20mins++

Can you use the grill?
Yeah

Are you flexible?
hahah i dont think so

What movie do you want to see?
Avatar in 3D

What did you do on New Years Eve 2007?
Cant remember

Was your mom a cheerleader?
Hahaha no

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Five

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
bila orang suruh

Are you scared of flying?
No

What do you sleep in?
Matching pyjamas :) hee

Have you ever been to Los Angeles?
No

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
-

What is your favorite song at the moment?
Hmm where do I start?

What song do you HATE?
rempit-ish songs like 'Kiss me through the phone'

Do you like chocolate?
who doesn't?

Are you easy to get along with?
Yeah

Any up coming events you're excited about?
Nothing in particular

Overall you find this survey...
rather boring.

An apple a day keeps the doctor away.

2009-12-24T14:31:00.000-08:00

It's been three hours straight I've been onlining.I'm not shock that by now I feel like vomiting looking at the laptop screen.Yeap,you've guest it.Today was th day my results were out.I wont tell you though,so those who knew please do hush up.Honestly I'm not happy with it.But what to do eyy.Kena 'terima' jea lah.But I'm glad that my major subjects are all A,but that excludes BM though :( If you really want to knw my result,text me in person.That is,if I'm nice enough to tell you.Kat sekolah nangis macam orang gila jea.Geeeezz.I wanted to go home,locked myself in my room,and sulk like a baby.But kakak said she wanted to belanja me if I went out with her to Mid valley.And that actually carved a smile on my face :) Hmm its funny how the littlest things ppl do can brighten my day :) Akashah came to school as well to accompany me.I terbangun lambat today so he had to wait for 1 hour plus baru I sampai sekolah.Hehh sorry,I really owe you this time kayh ;) Kakak was with her friend so we ended up separating when we've reached Mid Valley.I wanted to watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 at the cinema,but the line for the movie tickets were so f**king long that we couldn't buy them.Kakak gave RM10 to belanja myself,hahah.I used the money to have lunch at Carls Jr. with Akashah.But I ate alone cause ade orang tue diet laah.I wonder who.

Dekat Carls Jr. I ate The Famous Star.Yummy Yummy Yummy.But half way through pun dah kenyang so I forced Kashah to finish it for me.Luckily he did :) After makanmakan,we went jalanjalan before going bowling.oh oh pause kejap!Did I tell you that this was my first time going to Mid Valley?Hahah it is it is! :) Hmm back to the story.Bowling hanya buat saya sedih lagi.Ehehh.That was bcuz the difference between my score and Kasha's jauh gilaa.His like 111 and mines only 39.Its either his really good or I suck really bad.Which one eh Kasha?hahah :) After bowling Kasha kena balik so he sent me to kakak before leaving.Not long after that I went home as well.Only finding myself crying like a mad person kat ktm Mid Valley,I find it rather embarrassing crying in public.I couldn't take it though,I just burst into tears.Poor kakak had to be my crying shoulder,it was even wet when I unburied my face there.hmm Iloveyou kakak.

The moment of truth.

2009-12-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

Spartans,prepare yourself as today is the day we die!"
As we all know,tomorrow's the day the PMR candidates are getting their results.As frightening as it could be,we could do nothing more but to just endure it.Honestly,as calm as i look my heart is pounding like its about to come out.Lucky for me that my parents aren't coming.But instead i have three special creatures ready with open arms for me.And I'm more than blessed to have them.I thought of not going out after that as a punishment if my results are bad.But kakak said that whats done is done and that i should just accept it the way it is.I guess she's right after all.

I've just came back from Port Dickson today.The last time I've been there was in standard 6,i think.The one thing that took my breath away was the dazzling beach that had a sea of green pine trees(instead of coconut ones i mean)the beautiful sun shining above and the sound of the waves that calmed me,just what i needed.I'm glad that my trip there answered the questions that had been running in my mind eversince.I can't regret the decision I've made though,theres no turning back.And i believe whats said,is done.

Will post some PD pics later if rajin (:

Spank my ass in your parents bed

2009-12-21T10:27:00.000-08:00

your month of birth-
JAN. - make love to me
FEB. - call me a slut
MAR. - spank my ass
APR. - suck my dick
MAY- shut up and kiss me
JUN.- I'm a sex freak
JUL.- I'm a freak
AUG.- I wanna fuck
SEPT.- Im so fucking horny
OCT.-Cuddle with me
NOV.- I want to make out
DEC.-Let's fuck harderpick

your day of birth-
1-on the couch
2-in the kitchen
3-in the car
4-in your parents bed
5-in the morning
6-at the movies
7-because i love you and always will.
8-when you're horny
9-in my bed
10-at skool
11-right now
12-because i am am drag queen
13-under the stars
14-at a wild party
15- after I brush my teeth
16- on the washing machine
17-on the teachers desk
18- in the shower
19-when im sweaty
20-everyday!!!
21-right here, right now
22-on the kitchen table
23-on the couch
24-while watching porn
25-all night
26-at the library
27-while watching TV
28-while I'm asleep
29-everynite on ma bed all nite long
30-alll night
31-whenever u have time

Hahahaha.Im sorry,im so bored i dont know what to do.

Rosemary

2009-12-21T09:39:00.000-08:00

Thats what my room smells like.Mama had left plenty of rosemaries in my room cause she knows how much i like em.I cant sleep today.Nothing unusual about that i guess.My results are coming out on th 24th.Wish me all th luck you can give please.Because thts really what i need rite now.Enough about that.